176 crowbone 11 months ago My heart breaks a little seeing you pain over this, Billy, but I know it's many times an unavoidable process we all go through for ones we miss.I remember what a warm and generous soul he was. His smile watching you play, his ability to engage in a conversation about most any subject with true interest and zeal. His ability to give succinct advice if you presented him with a problem are just some of the things I remember about Cam. The way we keep him in our lives is to hold him close to our hearts and remember him well. Sometimes this hurts more than we'd like it to. Sometimes it makes you smile or laugh. Sometimes we have real-time conversations with ones we miss as if they are right there in the room. I know I do with my Father, and that helps me immensely.Here's hoping the pain passes soon and you can get to the more joyful parts of remembering your friend, Cameron Bell.